Mom's doctor took me seriously and was thinking of anti-depressant
meds to put her on that would "make her feel calm"..
i had explained to the doctor's office about Mom's recent violent
attacks on Dad and little C..
and the doc is trying to side more with Mom but he agreed with me
that her violence towards her family, isn't a good thing..
i don't know if what he said was true, he told my mom that he was
also on this med as well as his whole office.. and that it keeps him
calm from family stress and he would like her to try it to see if it can
work for her..
and of course she said yes..
this doctor really knows how to sweet talk my mom..
i have noticed that there is something very charismatic and very
charming about him..
my "senses" when talking with him, gives me such a weird vibe..
not a bad vibe, but one that radiates from him..
it's something like a shining aura.. but there's also something
underneath it, a thinner dark aura..
i'm sure if he really wanted, he could be a cult leader..
he's got that strong of charisma..
i've noticed that everyone has an outline of dark aura on them,
some people it's a very large aura and others it's thinner, almost
like a tracing around them..
most of the time, i see this dark aura, outlining their body underneath
the other colors..
and other times, i can see the dark aura on top of the other colors,
like it's trying to push its way in to them..
anyway.. that's the vibes that come off of people, sometimes i see..
i don't see it all the time..
but for now, i did get one thing accomplished.. Mom has been given
Effexor and i hope that she does take it..
i think she has becuz she didn't lose her shit when we were out
with little C..
AND.. if she continuously takes this med, then maybe she will be calm
around little C and Sis and him won't have to move out..
AND.. she won't try to attack Dad either..
now it's time for me to get back on HTP-5, so that i can keep calm
with my super stressful family job.. and maybe my hair will stop
falling out..
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