made some calls for help..

Mom has violently attacked Dad twice in the last few days..
he says that if she attacks him a third time, he gonna hit her back..

becuz he has pissed her off by taking a stand to make her stop working for his business in her condition and also he was defending little C from her..
and she ripped Dad's shirt into shreds..

the second time, he got mad that she was keeping household bills from him,
he received a notice that one bill had late fees attached..  
he took the household checkbook away from her and she slashed his arm
to shreds with her fingernails(claws)..  it looked like he lost a battle with a 
giant cat..  slash marks and scoring marks on his right arm..

i was absolutely shocked by the damage she did in her rage..

i cleaned up his wounds with peroxide.. kinda freaked by Mom's rage damage..
i suddenly got scared that she would grab something else to possibly do him in..

i pray to the gods that she won't go that far..  but if he pushes her hard enough,
she could..

and so i was going thru the resource section of the phone book trying to figure out some help, becuz Mom is getting more and more out of control outbursts..

i called her doctor, to see about getting her on some meds to bring her down a bit..
she gets angry so fast, especially at Dad and little C..
when she's raging, she's like a typhoon hurricane tornado, doing as much damage
as she blazes a trail..

and then i made another call to an alzheimer/dementia group..
in Mom's violent state, she could possibly be sent away becuz she is a danger
to her family..

and dad relented about letting mom write out the checks to pay the household bills..
they needed to be paid and i'm not authorized to sign the checks..
Dad was out of town and couldn't do it..
so i made sure that they did get paid and then we went to lunch and had a nice
time..

but..  he wasn't too happy about the bill from the plumber..  it was only $200..
for the work on my kitchen sink..
Dad doesn't know how to do such work and so i had to call for professional help..
and the cutie latino plumber that came, i took Mom on the errands away from the house becuz she sure loves to bother him and he has a hard time working when 
she's pestering him..  but he is nice to her, when she is a pest..
i had explained to him about her condition and he treats her with kindness..

and i got a good shagging fix the other night..
Paul finally contacted me after 6 months of silence..
i don't know why we fit so well during sex now.. after 15 yrs apart..
but damm.. i'm sure gonna keep taking what i can get from him..
he sure has improved in skills and i am so comfortable with him, even tho
i hate how i look..
and we feel so right when we are making love..  it's the most beautiful
experience i ever felt..  
he's still talking about getting me pregnant..  and i want that too, but i'm not
prepared yet..

so for now, i'm not so grumpy after getting such a great ride that is so
close to spiritual sensation..  our sexing, keeps getting better and better..
i never felt so satisfied and sated in my life..  and no one else can top what 
we have..
and i'm afraid that i won't be able to have sex with any other man becuz of this..
even tho, i have been chatting with other guys..  i haven't been able to bring myself
to meet up with them..
i haven't told Paul i've been doing this..  and i haven't told those men about Paul either..

you gotta find the perks in any situation and use them..
it's the only way you can get some joy out of life..