plans for their escape..

it's coming to the point that my Sis is gonna have to move out..

Mom is not being very nice to little C and she will get much worse and 
little C could become very scarred emotionally if he stays here..

it's looking like Mom will become a danger to him, she hates him and
her dementia condition is gonna get much worse, which means she 
could become more violent towards him..

so the solution before all that happens, Sis and little C will move out..
they are still staying in town but moving away from Mom so that
she won't get at him..

i hate that Sis is leaving me again but at least she's not moving
to another state and hours away..

i will hate coming home to an empty house..  
having Sis and little C around gives me a good sense of purpose,
but i guess with Mom in her condition and the rate she's deteriorating, they can't stay..

one more thing for me to hate about my Mom's condition..
she's driving my sister away from me..

i was quite surprized that mom didn't get mad at me when i ditched 
her when we were walking..
she said we would take a quick trip around the block and she meant
a 3 mile walk around our neighborhood..
my back wouldn't let me get far and so i ended up leaving her to finish
her walk around the neighborhood..
she doesn't understand that when a fat person starts going for walks,
they don't walk a fucking marathon to get started..
it's only maybe up to half mile and then we might get up to a mile in 
a couple of days..  and so on..
but her condition has no such filters anymore..  and just becuz
she's dropping weight so fast becuz she's not eating much, doesn't
mean that i will drop 20 pounds in a day..  damm..