he can never be mine..

i know i shouldn't come to any solid conclusions without talking to Drew first, but i can't help when i read his page and there are lots of comments from other women and they are mostly reflecting how i feel about him..

as much as i want him, i can't have him..
all i can do is just be friends.. but i wouldn't turn down a sex session if he asked..

damm.. it's been so long for me, do i know what to do?

i can always find the ones i want.. but i can't have them.. and then
all i do is pine for what could be and will never be..

story of my life..

i'm just good ole' reliable cry on my shoulder buddy..
not someone to be thought of or desired beyond friendship..

is that a compliment or a kiss of death?