treated like a mushroom..

another thing i hate is being treated like a mushroom.. kept in the dark and fed shit..

neither Nor or her husband has called me to let me know the situation..
i have left messages asking to be informed so that i can pass on what is up to the rest of the crew..
but i keep learning about the situation from 4th or 5th hand.. never from the source..

i have this feeling that i'm being ignored now becuz they owe me 2 paychecks..
i have stopped calling becuz i know it will get me no where.. and the more of a pest you are, the more you are ignored..

so i give up.. all i will do is send them a forwarding address of where i am going and if they feel like paying me.. then they can send it to me.. but i'm not expecting anything..
now that they have a huge hospital bill to pay off.. i'm sure that is gonna be their main focus..

i luv Nor and her husband.. and have no ill feelings towards them.. i just feel frustrated that i used to be the go-2-girl, part of the biz, able to know what's up and to pass on the info.. and now i feel like an exile..

and everyone keeps calling me asking me what's the situation.. and all i can say is i don't know..