i know they hate it..

i know that those psycho listeners really hate that i've taken away their power to poke at me.. they hate that i've taken away their touch of control..

now that i'm pre-recording my shows and i don't have to be in the studio anymore, i know that they really hate it becuz they can't talk to me anymore or try to influence me in any way to get what they want..

i'm sure that they don't believe it's a recorded show now.. i can imagine that damm phone ringing the whole time, those silly bastards thinking that i'm there.. LOL!!

i just wish that i had done this, years ago.. but i guess i was meant to experience that whole stalking thing..

it really can humble you a bit and be so scary too.. and bring you back out of the clouds..

i mostly wanna just spew out a good ear chewing for those fuck wads..
for pushing me so far that i have to do my show this way..
and to push me so far, that i don't like being in the studio to do my show live..

but it was also a push to free me from having to be at the studio late night, so i can work a night job and not worry about not making it for my show..

so the pushing from the nutcase psychos, has been a blessing, in a weird way..