sick of waiting..

why should i have to suffer when people who are supposed to be doing their jobs.. don't do their jobs..?

i just wanna scream and yell and trash their desks.. to get them off their asses to do their fucking jobs..
just becuz they have job security.. and don't really have to do anything.. doesn't make it right..
why should those rules apply to me when they don't apply to them??

and how come they never call you back? things seem to only get done when i call and demand some progress news..

it's beyond frustrating..

i just wanna cause a bloodbath to get rid of my building and boiling anger..
i wanna tear into flesh with my bare hands and rip limbs apart..
i wanna feel the blood pouring on my skin..
i wanna take the sharpest blade and mutilate and sever and tear organs from the carcasses..
i wanna roll around naked in the sticky mess of their blood..

and have the most animalistic sex while rolling around in it..