the beast is close..

the cage is breaking..
the chains are straining..
the beast is no longer a dormant creature..
she is awakened.. and no longer is content to sleep..

that creature that i've kept hidden and locked away deep inside me.. has been fighting for her freedom.. and she's so close to the surface..

she used to be a free creature..
one who knew truth and could see the lies.. and accepted no bullshit..
and was feared for her fierceness and also admired for her strength..

but then love did it's strange damage to her power...
she felt a loss of her control.. strong were her desire to be tamed and wanted..
passion was just a vicious master to her heart..
unbridled lust was new to her.. it was a strange and wonderful sensation..
and it blinded her eyes and took away her strength..
until she was as weak as those others that she had no pity for..

but then the time came when the illusion that bound her was shattered..
as well as her heart..
and Pain wracked her body, heart and soul.. turning her deeper into the darkness..
a venomous poison that slowly but surely devoured her from the inside..

to save herself from that Pain.. she hardened her heart..
turning it to stone.. like a pearl in an oyster..
and she carried it like a heavy burden.. alone thru the years..
always alone..
never wanting to feel weak again..
never wanting anyone to get that close again.. to take away her power..

never can look at the light again..
for she knew the truth..
the light is a lie..
in darkness is the truth..

and she is awakened again..

beware to those who wish to cross me..

your fates will be sealed..