working at the Halloween store can be somewhat boring..
just walking around for hours and hours and picking up items off the floor from careless customers.. which makes me a bit miffed that people would be so careless and just plain thoughtless..
but it also has been fun when the manager has stopped scolding me about leaving my "assigned zone" to help customers... i really feel in my element when people ask me my opinion about makeups and costumes, i like helping people find the right costume that suit them..
everybody came in today, the day before Halloween with last minute selections that they really don't want becuz they waited far too long to buy a costume.. it reminds me of the commercials about people who go to the store at the last day and nothing much is left and they have to take something they don't want but it's a costume which is better than nothing.. it was quite funny today to watch people get frantic in their selections and then they start to get upset that we are out of certain costumes, but i gently remind them that there were plenty of their desired costumes earlier in the month, which makes them sigh as they realize that they had no reason to be upset with me from their laziness..
Dad had me call a travel agent to help us book airline tickets for the flight to florida in december.. she found a wheelchair option for mom to use so that she would be boarded before others and i would get to sit beside her, and a non-stop flight from vegas to florida and i would get a roundtrip ticket so i could come back before the weekend so i could be at work..
he also wants me to drive one of their cars to the airport and long term park it for the week til i fly back from florida, so that Dad wouldn't have to drive up there to pick me up..
i finally get a trip to visit my baby sister and see some of florida that i missed when the family went there for her wedding back in march..
Mom finally got her stuff packed and boxed for shipping the other day,
it took over 2 weeks to get done but she finally packed her clothes and pills she will be needing while she's in florida, the box will show up monday morning in florida, we get on the plane monday afternoon..
i'm trying to pack my stuff now, i only get one bag, enough clothes for a week..
tomorrow is turkey day.. i hate all family holidays.. and so Sis and Erik are cooking Duck L'Orange..
i'm going with Mom, Dad and Jeff to buffet.. i will get duck leftovers for later in the day..
Paul finally got his realization that i would not bail him out of jail..
i explained to him that he is associated with bad shit and people and i don't want any part of that and he has nobody to blame but himself for going to jail..
and everybody he called didn't wanted to be part of that too.. he had to not be selfish and think of the other people he's trying to imposition with "rescuing" him..
he spent 4 days in jail and Barbara was in there for a day..
her mom bailed her out and Barbara bailed him out..
he might never learn, his pattern is as soon as he's bailed out, he gets back into trouble again.. i do not accept that and i will not enable it either..
he is a "thug" meaning criminal.. he has sticky fingers and loves to five finger discount anything he can pocket..
i still can't get past the movie thing.. he stole a dvd while i was shopping in a store.. i didn't know he did it and he left the store saying that he will wait in the car, as soon as i get to the car, i noticed the movie that he had looked at and did not pay for.. and he seemed pretty proud of the fact that he could rip off stores without being caught.. i was and still am upset over that.. proving that he is a "thug"..
the universe keeps showing me that Paul is no good for me other than for the sex.. which is amazing and mindblowing and almost an out of body experience.. so i'm just trying to keep him around if only for that, becuz thoughts of a 2nd chance of a life together.. just is not gonna happen..
and i accept that we can only have sex and nothing more becuz he is a liar and a criminal..
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